August 27, 2014
They Call It Stormy Tuesday, But Wednesday’s Just As Bad

Yesterday, I woke up feeling not quite right.  In a very uncharacteristic move, I stayed home from w*rk.  

Unless I am quite contagious, I will typically drag my sorry ass to w*rk no matter how I feel, because even though paid sick time is a thing I’m entitled to, in my heart of hearts I know that there’s always a subtle punishment for taking it.  But because my office is quiet this week, I went against my normal instincts and determined to stay home and get myself back up to 100% of my  normal 75%.

This also equated to a bonus day with Sifu and Little13, which I always appreciate.  Little13 woke up in good spirits, and Sifu fielded most of her needs so I could relax and get up to speed, but my presence was a distraction and she spent the entire morning hanging from my neck, Simian-style, and jamming her fingers into my eyes to show me where my eyes are. “Mama!  EYE!” she will say, as she digs her needly little digits into their soft, pulpy mass.  Yes my little one, those were mama’s eyes.

I was determined to enjoy a nice lengthy nap in the middle of the day while she napped, but as a wise man once said, “Man plans, God laughs,” so of course, she did not nap.  At all.  Not for one minute.  After two and a half hours of tossing and turning in her crib, and marching up and down the square, she came into bed with me and forcibly showed me where my ears, neck, and boobs were.  Via that helpful jabbing motion I mentioned earlier.  She also urinated on me, just a tiny bit.

No nap.  

God damn it.

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Now before some well meaning parenting expert chimes in and says, “Rev., your daughter is almost two years old!  Maybe she’s starting to phase out of napping!  You know, babies are perfect little nature receptors and they know what their bodies want,” allow me to tell you to stop the fuck right there, Mister or Miss Know-It-All.  Hear this.  Babies might be primitive little nature-beasts but they do not know shit about what they need.  That is my job.  Yeah she’s got a caveman brain and her own primal urges but this is a child who will eat a Cheerio the dog just stepped on and she has seen where that dog’s feet have been.  She will pick other people’s noses for fun.  She thinks I can make the teevee play whatever she thinks about because I harness the magic to manifest her imagination on command.  ”Planes!”  Mama can’t make planes just BE on the television.  She may have a strong connection to her inner self but she don’t know nothing about nothing and *I* say she needs the nap.

The whole rest of the afternoon was fucking bananas.  Whacked out on anti-sleep, Little13 was a roller coaster ride of lunacy, highs and lows, shrieking fits of laughter followed by demands for meat, followed by falling face-first into the floor, tears, and finally, at bedtime, there was no bottom.

When things go wrong, they keep going wrong, and it was around dinnertime when I took something out of the fridge and discovered that some unknown object had apparently bled to death in my refrigerator, contaminating every single item contained within.  After an hour long fridge-cleaning marathon, we had nothing to eat, there were sticky liquids all over the floor, the dog stole a loaf of Italian bread and scattered crumbs completely throughout the house so Hansel and Gretel could find their way to her reeking dog bed, nighttime was racing at me at a million miles per hour and I was nowhere near feeling any better so I could seize today and rip its head off with sheer day-seizing enthusiasm.

All these many words are my way of saying there won’t be a post on Simian Idiot today.  I got my eyes plucked out of their sockets and peed on and probably pork juice all over the house yesterday and I’m too tired to compose any words.  I hope you’ll understand.

See you tomorrow for zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

August 25, 2014
25th

A friend of mine once told me about her in-laws’ tradition of leaving a seat for Jesus at the Christmas dinner table.
 
While I think that is a very charming and symbolic gesture, I couldn’t help but wonder how it must feel when year after year goes by and the inconsiderate Guy never shows up.  Decades upon decades of set plates cleared away untouched, the hospitality extended through the generations and never accepted or reciprocated…How many times can someone turn you down before you take the hint and the invitations stop coming?
 
It’s like He thinks He is the son of God or something.  Just because you can walk on water doesn’t mean you can walk all over my feelings.  Jesus H. Christ.  The H stands for Heartless.
 
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Because I have a little OCD problem, I will occasionally pass moments of time by reviewing my Amazon.com purchase history.  Doing so provides the rich, fertile loam in which the seeds of the Astonishing Shit You Can Buy posts are sown, so I consider this a productive pastime.  But it also allows me to observe life in clearly delineated segments based on the acquisition of material things, which is so totally mentally healthy! 
 
The default setting for the history page is six months, and because I do most of my shopping on Amazon, I am able to recall the past by such meaningful milestones as “nine pages ago, when I bought diapers, light bulbs, and a case of whipped peanut butter.”
 
My life is so stupid sometimes.
 
In any case, this little hobby of mine has been forcing me to confront the fact that very close to exactly six months ago, I purchased a men’s bathrobe and a couple of large-print books about ancient Rome, so that my grandfather would be able to pass the time and cover his ass in the nursing home he died in shortly after the packages were delivered.  I’ve been watching those items inch closer to the bottom of the page, and now they are the last thing on there.  In three days, they’ll fall off the recent history, and for some reason, this fact alone is making me feel like he’s dying all over again.
 
Imagine that.
 
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I’ve been dreaming of my grandfather.  Well, not of him exactly, but he’s a presence in these dreams.  Or an absence.
 
When my grandma died a few years ago, it came as a tremendous shock to everyone for reasons none of us can explain. She was 87 years old and in terrible health, but her passing was a blow that left us all reeling.  For weeks I dreamed of her, and in every single dream there were two constants:  The first was that in some way, I was disappointing her.  Every time.  And the second constant is that in every dream, in the back of my mind, I knew she was dead, and so did everyone else, but nobody wanted to be the one to tell her. 
I guess I’ve talked about this before.
 
My mind made of her an angry ghost.  The worst dream I had about her involved waking up in my bed to find my whole family in the kitchen, surrounding grandma who was lying on my dining table, covered in sheets.  She was alive, but stunned and mute, and did nothing but look at us with accusing eyes.  I was outraged.  “You are not supposed to be here,” I said, and she glared at me.  There were silent, uncomfortable glances all around.  Wordless pleas of “Don’t tell her, she’ll disappear.”  It seemed profane to let her stay, though.  It wasn’t right.  I’d speak up and ruin everything.  Just like real life.
 
In the dreams I’ve been having of my grandfather, I’m usually waiting for him but he doesn’t show up.  There was a fire at the factory and he hasn’t been seen among the survivors!  His bed wasn’t slept in last night, why isn’t he home yet?  Who can we call?  Does anybody know his friends?  And in every dream, just before I wake up, there is a moment of sad clarity when I start to remember why he isn’t there, and hasn’t been for some time, and why he is never going to be there again.
 
Isn’t it a kind gesture on the part of my brain, to help me progress with a loss by forcing me to relive it over and over and over again in surreal landscapes in which people lie on dining tables and there are factories to burn down?  Fuck you, brain.
 
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I’m talking about all this because as the Amazon purchase history tic illustrates, my brain likes to organize events into timeline categories, bookended by milestones.  The first year of anything is monumental for me, rife with significance.  The second year, less so.  By the third year I’m ready for fresh hell.  The six month anniversary of an important loss is today, and I’m having a hard time thinking about much else.
 
But at least I get these visitations, as angry and upsetting as they are, to remind me that once the milestone passes, the memory doesn’t fall off the edge of the planet like the purchase of a bathrobe and some large print books in my shopping history, into some vast mental void where forgotten shit goes to fester into the collective bitterness blob I’m made of.  I get these little disapproving transmissions blipping through to remind me that in addition to the fresh hell, I can always revisit the familiar old hell I’ve already explored.  Especially, but not only, on emotionally significant days, and very happy times, and holidays.
 
The ghosts of my dead are more dependable than Jesus.  That guy leaves you hanging on holidays (GET IT). 
 
See you tomorrow for whatever.

August 22, 2014
Scenes from the Bronx

My home borough, of course, is the absolute best.  I have lived here all my life, and alternate between the extremes of feeling completely in my element, and much like a space alien who was accidentally left behind during a recon mission gone awry, in this most exceptional place.
 
Sifu and I have often talked about leaving, but something always deters us.  It’s close to jobs (but the commute is an hour and a half each way).  The cost of living is relatively low (and you get what you pay for).  Some elderly loved one lives here or some new young loved one lives here and why uproot ourselves, or them, or her?  There are greener pastures in literally every direction, but something keeps us in the Bronx, and it’s either the ties that bind or the chains that strangle.  Sometimes both.
 
I’ve been to all five boroughs on multiple occasions, and my thoughts are as follows:
 
Manhattan:  What everybody thinks about when they think of New York.  Skyscrapers, and bagels, and banks, and smells, and subways, and culture, and hell. 
 
Brooklyn:  Hipsters, live music, beer, high rent.  I once ate shrimp tacos in Brooklyn, and three years later I still remember them.  Brooklyn is okay.
 
Queens:  Short train commutes, Long Island, bad accents, good Greek food.  Women with big hair.  The Nanny. 
 
Staten Island:  The less said about Staten Island, the better.  This place is no good.  Ranks number one in my list of “Top Five Boroughs Where I’ve Almost Been Killed”.  No small feat considering where I spend most of my time.
 
The Bronx:  The only borough with a definite article in its name, the only borough on the mainland.  The only borough you are likely to escape from should bloodthirsty zombies or Cloverfield monsters attack.  Crime, pizza, and a world-class zoo.  Mafia movies.  Metal detectors in schools.  What doesn’t kill you either makes you stronger or wears you down a little at a time and kills you eventually.  The Bronx is where it’s at. 
 
My phone is filled with hastily snapped images of this magical place - sights which summarize the entire place for those who will never be “fortunate” enough to visit. 
 
This is one of those images:
 
 
 
 
Jesus.  The Way.  The Truth.  The Life.  The trash-riddled curbside barricade to a chain-link fence around nothing.  This image encapsulates the Bronx perfectly for me.  Faith amongst the filth.  We may be lying in the gutter, but we are looking at…the space where stars would be, if we could see them through the air pollution.
 
Home sweet home.

August 21, 2014
Big Bosses of the Day: Mouse Scientists

The new thing that all the kids are doing if my Facebook feed is to be believed is to fucking love science.  That’s a lot of science love.  Aggressively loving to fuck fucking science.  Scientifically.  It’s sexy stuff.
 
Well we here at the Simian Idiot Sexy Trends Institute are long-time friends of Science, and make no mistake about it, we fucking love it too, but more as a friend.  Not in that way.  We platonically love science. 
 
Love is love.  It still counts.  Let’s talk about see through mice!
 
According to a recent articleLove Scientists have invented a way to remove all the cuddly opaqueness from mice to turn them into gelatinous, writhing horrors for the purposes of research. 

Pictured:  Pepino!

It’s a brilliant thing to do, scientifically speaking, because the worst part of a science mouse is how hard it is to view its inner science workings, of course, but once again these scientists are serving as Nature’s Giant Buzzkills.  I imagine the conversation that led up to this development went a little something like this:
 
Mouse Scientist 1:  You know what I hate about doing mouse research?
 
Mouse Scientist 2:  Droppings?
 
Mouse Scientist 1:  No, I love the droppings.  What I hate is how invisible mouse organs are to the naked eye.  All the slicing open of the mice, which they tend to really dislike. 
 
Mouse Scientist 2:  If only there were a way to see…THROUGH THE MICE HEY WAIT A MINUTE!
 
Satan:  I have some mouse gel potion in my fanny pack if anyone wants to shoot these suckers up with it.
 
Mouse Scientist 3:  I’m getting pretty sick of the Mickey Mouse fucking Clubhouse constantly blasting in my living room, to be honest with you. 
 
Mouse Scientist 1:  Seriously.  That asshole Goofy, right?
 
Mouse Scientist 3:  Why does the gang even hang out with that doofus?  I’m down to make clarified mice if I can take one home to fuck with my stupid kids.
 
Satan:  Let’s do this!
 
Mouse Scientists:  *Group high five*
 
To summarize, we live in a bold new future and I wouldn’t have it any other way.  A world where a mouse can hardly nibble a little leaf without the morsels gliding down their transparent food chute into their see-through gut pits.  These are scientific terms.  We have finally removed the mystery from mice, which is a relief, because those motherfuckers have been holding their secrets against us for too long.
 
Mouse Scientists, you are our Big Bosses of the Day.  Keep doing your sexy, secret, scientific abomination things against our nation’s rodents, but stay away from our weinerdogs. because not even science wants to know what’s inside their tracts.  Let some things remain hidden from the human eye.  Please.

August 19, 2014
Celebrity Hoarders, Episode 2

Welcome back to Celebrity Hoarders.  It is my hope that this series is both artistic and entertaining, and worthy of the A&E brand alongside such other artistic and educational classics as “Rodeo Girls”, “Storage Wars”, and “Duck Dynasty”.
If you have about ten seconds to kill, and you are confident that you’re not going to die imminently so the misuse of those seconds won’t be a tragic waste, do a google image search for “Bono”.
 
If you ARE dying soon and don’t want to bother, here is a screenshot of the first 30 results you will get if you do that thing you just said you didn’t want to do that I asked you to. 
 
 
 
 
Thirty pictures of a guy.  Twenty eight pictures of a guy scowling in sunglasses.  Two pictures that may or may not be the same guy - I can’t tell.  I literally cannot register his facial features when the sunglasses are not present, because this man has a problem.  These sunglasses are a crutch, and he is weighing heavily on them.
 
"Rev. Back It On Up, you sick bitch, that’s just a bunch of pictures of him wearing the same sunglasses!  How did you ever come to be such a colossally ignorant asshole?"  Once again I am baffled by your hypothetical hostility toward me, but please do not assault me further with your words as I respectfully point out that NO THEY ARE NOT. 
 
Some of them are red, some are purple, some are gray.  Some have gilded scrollwork frames, some are darkly tinted.  And all - ALL - of those sunglasses are stupid looking.
 
BIOU:  “Thank you for joining me today, Mr. Bono.  I am Rev. Back It On Up, and I am not a licensed therapist specializing in OCD and hoarding disorders.  But I’ve watched a lot of teevee.”
 
Bono:  “Begorrah”.
 
BIOU:  “That’ll be enough racial stereotyping for this article, sir.  I need to talk to you about the sunglasses.”
 
Bono:  “I feel that these define me as a member of the human race.”
 
BIOU:  “You don’t think that you are yourself, without the glasses?”
 
Bono:  “I feel like I am fading away when I remove them.”
 
BIOU:  “What if I were to take one pair - just one pair, Bono.  And just…put them right over here.  On a scale of one to ten, what’s your anxiety like right now?”
 
Bono:  “I want to kill you with my bare hands right now.  I want to tear your face off and shit on you.”
 
BIOU:  “So a ten, then.”
 
Bono:  “I feel attached to these sunglasses.”
 
BIOU:  “There’s something more here, deep down, that you’re not sharing with me.”
 
Bono:  “I don’t feel comfortable talking about it.”
 
BIOU:  “I’m here to help you, Bono.  The whole Junk team is here to help you get out from under the wall you’ve built around yourself.  A wall made of dumb sunglasses.”
 
Bono:  “My mother gave me these sunglasses, Rev.  I just.  Can we turn off the cameras for a minute?”
 
BIOU:  “You feel that if you give up the sunglasses, you’re giving up your memory of Mother Bono?”
 
Bono:  “I do.  I feel that.”
 
BIOU:  “What about your life today, Bono?  Do you think your mother would want to see you living this way?  Do you think she would feel unloved if you were to give up just a few of the stupid sunglasses?  If she were here right now, what do you think she would say to you?”
 
Bono:  “I think she’d say that she loves me, and it’s okay to let them go.”
 
BIOU:  “What do you think, Bono?”
 
Bono: “Let’s get rid of them.”
 
OMG ANOTHER SUCCESS STORY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 
Bono refused the aftercare funds on the grounds that the money could be put to better use spread out over various charities, because he’s a good, sensitive man, raised well by his mother, the memory of whom is so strong and powerful and lives within him despite his collections.  He’s working through his hoarding and is doing well with a support group.
Thank you for watching.  Next up, “Love Prison”, which is a real show on A&E that even I won’t look into, not even for research.  

August 18, 2014
Astonishin​g Shit You Can Buy: Killer Klownz From Amazon

You know how, in certain horror movies, an obviously evil object innocently makes its way into some hapless moron’s life, and even though the thing is positively seeping with malevolence, the jerkhole antiques collector/innocent curiosity seeker/stupid child can’t see the villainy right in front of their own fucking face, even as said object begins slashing its way through everybody this person knows?
 
Think of things like those horrible “monkeys clapping cymbals” wind up toys.  Talking dolls that say ominous things.  Strange VHS tapes labeled “Do not watch!”  Cursed relics from desecrated burial grounds.  Just the kind of thing we all come across at some point in our lives.  But we, being sensible people and not the dim bulbs in horror movies, do the only logical thing and destroy these objects with great prejudice, or give them away as gifts to people we dislike.
 
I’d like to introduce you to this festive fucking thing, recently recommended to me by Amazon due to my nonexistent interest in getting eaten alive while I sleep:
 
 
 
 
From the description:  “The lamp is brand new, never used or displayed. It uses one nightlight style bulb (included). It makes a great gift for clown lovers.”  NOT from the description:  “Warning, Clown Lamp requires your screams to survive.  Exposure to clown lamp will cause you to bleed.”
 
Pay special attention to the seller’s name, friends. 
 
Wouldn’t this quirky fellow look charming in your breakfast nook?  What a good idea it would be to buy this thing and keep it in your house, where it can watch over your children as they sleep.
 
 

 
 
Sweet dreams!

August 15, 2014
Smells Like Justin Bieber

I was unable to get a “good” cell phone photo of this perfume in the wild, because when I first spied it, it was rotating on one of those turntables behind bulletproof glass in the “expensive things” section of the pharmacy.  There it was, up high on a shelf, spinning so close but yet so far out of reach…ethereal, unapproachable, practically…unreal.
 
Like Justin Bieber’s girlfriend.
 
 
Folks.  This would be a good time for me to make some kind of joke about Bieber’s masculinity, but the fact is, I find that to be beneath me.  There are plenty of reasons to pick on Justin Bieber that don’t involve pinpointing his exact Manliness Rating, which is a meaningless number on an invisible scale signifying nothing whatsoever.  I don’t know any of his music so I can’t comment there.  Whatever quotes from him that I’ve been unable to avoid have painted him as an entitled, out of touch little shit with big ideas about his own significance but I can’t hold that against him either, because I was an annoying little shit once too and I did it without the pressure of the entire world watching me act up and seemingly unlimited money and praise to fuel me.  I had to be a brat on the small scale.  He’s an insufferable looking little dork who brings to mind a less likeable Donny Osmond but he can’t help his dumb face.  His hair he could maybe do something about but he’s got a lot on his plate.
 
 

 
Try living up to THIS.  You can’t.  You cannot do it.  
 
In any case, my consensus on Justin Bieber is that I don’t especially like him, but I also don’t exactly know why.  He’s like an annoying cultural dingleberry that I just can’t seem to wipe off the buttcheek of my consciousness.  So let’s describe this perfume as:
 
An intoxicating medley of blah, its tendrils creep into your brain and caress it with wisps of nothingness and undertones of vanilla.  This perfume literally smells like the air that surrounds its every vaporized molecule.  Indistinguishable from the surrounding atmosphere, you will hardly know you’re wearing it, except for the mid burning sensation and niggling, scaly rash.
 
As always, here’s a video to help set the mood for this post.

Put that in your pipe and feel nothing about it.
 

August 14, 2014
Big Boss of the Day: Buy Original Art!

Because I have tremendously good taste in art, a while back I discovered a print being sold online that I just had to have in my house.  Namely, it was a picture of a large-breasted topless woman, in profile, wearing rabbit ears.  And a gas mask.
 
When I found this print online, there was no credit given to the artist, and the site itself seemed sketchy to me, but I did some research and located the artist online.  I was thrilled to discover that he was selling prints of this image himself, along with many other equally tasteful and subdued portraits, and without hesitation I ordered one from him.  It now proudly hangs in my bedroom, making my mother in law uncomfortable whenever she happens to see it.
 
Whenever possible, I like to buy art directly from the artist, because I can imagine that selling your craft is a very satisfying way to make a living and I support that.  The print was so poorly packaged that it arrived at my house almost irreparably crumpled, but whatever.  When you have my kind of taste in art, you don’t split hairs about a crease or two.
 
It’s important to buy original art.  It’s important to fill your life with beautiful things that make your imagination soar straight out of your head and cause your heart to swell.  Not literally.
 
It’s important to surround yourself with beauty, in all its many forms.
 
Forms such as this:
 
 
 
This is a painting by our Big Boss of the Day, Yakov Smirnoff, who you may remember from that one show and that catchphrase.  Unless you are too young to remember that, but you’ve probably heard your dead old great grandfathers making reference to it, from a long ago time in the dusty forgotten past when nobody could find the beef and there was a specific time when donuts were to be made.  It was just one of those things back then. 
 
For reinventing himself, and beautifying the world around him, today we honor Yakov Smirnoff, a class act and a truly artistic soul making the world a better place with every brushstroke.  What a Big Boss!

August 13, 2014
The Devil in the Details

Looks like the girls are getting some much needed maintenance.
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I’ve been fixated on these statuary crotches for way too long.  It’s nice to see that I’m not the only one.  Here we see some statue crotch professionals riding high on a cherry picker to swab out the intimate details of their naughty fig leaves. 
 
I’m wondering why, with all the statues NYC “boasts”, these ladies are getting so much attention in their various flaps and folds. 
 
Perhaps someone complained.
 
Let’s now talk about stupid things you’ve had to do as part of your professional lives.  I’ve already divulged how I once had to carry crates of fruit around an apartment building every night, and then carry them right back down to storage, but at least I never had to be a statue’s gynecologist.  Not for money anyway.  I’m strictly a hobbyist.

August 11, 2014
Forehead of the Week: Ramona!

Can we talk for a moment about magic?
 
When my friend Mister Sister sent me this image of an obscure album cover, I assumed that he did so because as you all know, “my” “real” “name” “is” “Ramona”.  So it only made sense that a picture like this would apply to my life.
 
 
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But, as so many of the things that Mister Sister shows me are wont to do, it applied on an incredible alternate dimension, as well, because when I look at Miss Ramona Gerhard Sutton’s face in this picture, all I can see is that amazing forehead.  And naturally I sought to promote that forehead, in a completely respectful and non-exploitative way.
 
But an image search for a usable copy of this picture bore no fruit.  And when I attempted to download the picture as it was sent to me, repeated errors thwarted my every effort.  MYSTERY TECHNOLOGICAL errors, as though Miss Sutton was trying to cockblock me FROM BEYOND THE GRAVE.  I say with the assumption that she is deceased, but that may not be the case.  She may be cockblocking me from right here on this mortal plane. I may never know.  Because friends, very little is known about Miss Ramona Gerhard Sutton.
 
Let’s take a look at what we DO know.  We know that she rocks the mighty Wurlitzer pipe organ.  And that is NOT a euphemism, my good men and women.  She plays the organ and nothing more.
 
We know that she owns a spectacular pair of earrings.
 
We know that she is misty, and hazy, a sylphlike vision of ethereal beauty.
 
We know that her forehead is FUCKING GLORIOUS.
 
Here’s a little of what we DO NOT KNOW about Ramona Gerhard Sutton: 
 
We do not know what she is staring off at in the distance.  Could it be a lost lover, gone astray?  No.  No right-thinking human would leave Ramona Gerhard Sutton behind.  Could it be the answers to god and the universe and everything?  Let’s consult Giorgio A. Tsoukalos:
 
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So yeah, that’s probably it.
 
Ramona G. Sutton, may I welcome you into the hallowed halls of Excellent Ramonas.  You are the official pipe organist of this outfit.  Your wardrobe is divine and your forehead is transcendent.  Marry me forever, you glorious queen.

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